Fucked Up

We all live in a fucked up world, that i know for sure. but to experience it myself, and have my world tumbling apart overnight and worsened in two months time by an inexperience boss, makes me realized how insecure our life are. First, I lost a girlfriend whom I thought would be my last because a simple mistake. Which for the purpose of our future I took a job that although I like at the same time hated it also. But then, just when I started this new job I lost her. The result? My spirit dropped to nil, but I still wanted to proved myself at that time.
Then came the flood that sunk Jakarta for a week, during which my boss think that I was lazing around in the office. Not doing any work, while she wasn't in her office. Which I strongly denied for sure, she didn't believe me off course. It's a case of me against her, with her having the upper hand hehehehehe... From that time she lost her faith in me, and show me the door instead. It's a funny thing really, while my spirit is dropped the boss that should motivate me in order to reach my target shoved me away instead.
I was dumbfounded with this reality, she was the one who wanted to end my contract but asked me to wrote a resignation letter seolah2 gw gitu yg mau ngundurin diri. Padahal di kontrak gw jelas2 ditulis kalo kontrak berakhir stlh 3 bulan ga nyampe target, masih ada sebulan lagi kalee heuheuhuee... In the end I didn't write the requested letter, even now I haven't signed any letter at all hehehehe... It really is a fucked up office, but I should know from the beginning to reject it in the first place anyway. So now I should have no regrets about all this, what's left now is Penghargaan abadi atas pelajaran yg telah gw dapetin dalem 2 bulan ini dan belajar untuk menjadi lebih baik lagi dalam pengambilan keputusan hehehehehe...