Rabu, 09 April 2008

Being Fair 2

After all this and a series of incidents after that, I have to reconsider my options and ask myself whether I want to continue fighting for the love I thought we had or not. At that time the answer would definitely be yes, but then again after seeing her page and saw that she already had a relationship I've decided otherwise. First, it was because all this happened only a few weeks after we're apart. Imagine what will happen if I wed her and had to go on business trip for a month or so. Secondly and this is the most important, I don't want to mess with one's relationship. Why? you may ask, I'll tell you why, because I'm affraid of what karma that will be given to me.

If I mess with anyone's relationship, then if in the future my own relationship is being bug by someone what will I do? What will I feel? Or what if the karma goes to my children or family? How does that makes me? This is a question that keep banging on my head everytime this kind of thing happened to me. Luckily I can avoid almost every single one of them, cause this is a huge mistake that I don't want to repeat. Once is enough for me, and after that I keep telling myself to take what mine not anyone else's.

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